cupslis ~

uummmaaah :* i love you SG , thanks for gave me this cutie-hugie-teddy who calls cuplis :D

feel life kinda be so so boring ? lets move . make some revolution in you . don't ever gave up with life .

and me ? i will change the color of the sky , it may be red , and sun ? i will make it blue . revolution .




dont get stuck in your own life

its been a long day without you , rain doesn't feels like rain , most likely like a storm , without your warm embrace

i miss you , so much i miss you . . .

nov 27th 2010

new shorcut

mau dapat IP 5 dikampus ? mau tau caranya , ini nih dengerin saran dari saya .


1. kalo ada tugas , cepat cepat kerjain jangan sampe ada orang kedeluanan . usahakan rajin deh terus kalo ada yang nanya atau mau copy paste tugas kamu , jangan mau . nanti kamu yang dikira nyontek

2. lagi di kelas lagi ada kuliah , duduk itu paling depan , kalo bisa di depan mata sang dosen agar si dosen ngeliatin ke kita aja dan teringat terkenang kenang sampai rumah dan memberi kesan yang berarti bagi si dosen

3. kalo bisa , setelah si dosen selesai kasih ilmu sama kita , saat si dosen nanya ada yang mau ditanya , tanya aja semua sama dosen itu , biar aja , biar si dosen ingat sama kita terus

4. nah begitu sampe rumah , sms si dosen dengan alasan ada yang mau ditanya tapi tadi gak sempat ditanya

5. ketika berada di lab bersama assisten lab atau assisten dosen , nah deketin mereka itu semua . sok sok godain sok oke lah cari cari muka aja depan orang itu .

6. pokoknya kita harus selalu nampil disitu , jangan mau kalah sama orang lain yang juga cari muka


nah itu semua , cara cara efektif untuk jadi PENJILAT DI KAMPUS , dan dari situ , kamu akan mendapat IP 5 :)

terimakasih terimakasih :D

schoolmate - friendship - relationship :)

seandainya aku masih punya banyak waktu untuk dihabiskan dengannya ...
sekarang aku cuma bisa flashback , ngingat ngingat semua yang udah pernah kami jalanin .
gak ada cerita baru , cuma ngingat setahun bersama yang unforgettable .

keamana pun , aku udah netapin cuma satu di hati , setahun yang gak gampang yang udah kami lewati , menuju setahun sebulan yang gak akan pernah ada gantinya .

memang semua orang udah ditetapin jodohnya , dan aku harap aku dengan kamu nantinya :)



its just for you , all of my heart , sandy gitantara :)

bosan , sabar ,capek , sabar , muak , sabar , benci , sabar , nangis , berhenti , sabar , sholat , dikasih semangat , selesai :)

kau cari lagi masalah , sedikitbosan , sabar , sedikit capek , sabar , sedikit muak , sabar , sedikit benci , sabar , nangis , berhenti , sabar , sholat , dikasih semangat , selesai namun agak tidak sabar

kau cari cari lagi masalah , udah mulai bosan , sabar udah mulai habis , mulai capek , sabar udah mulai habis , mulai muak , sabar udah mulai habis , mulai benci , sabar udah mulai habis , nangis , berhenti , sabar , sholat , dikasih semangat , selesai .

kau buat lagi masalah ,asli bosan , gamau sabar lagi , sumpah capek , gamau sabar lagi , betol betol muak , gamau sabar lagi , benci sebenci bencinya , sabar , nangis , berhenti , sabar , sholat , dikasih semangat , selesai dan BETOL BETOL MUAK !

cukup , aku merasa sangat cukup . cukup menggambarkan emosi aku , tapi biarlah .. biar aaja . aku tetap bisa jadi aku disini . akan ku perjuangkan semua hal yang memanglah hakku :)

aku harus bisa senyum senang hehe :) masih banyak orang yang sayang peduli sama aku . hmm ayah udah di pesawat ini mau ke medan >.<>

there's msut be a little happiness in our misery :)

IT'S N11NE !

"sayang maaf kamu jadi banyak musuh banyak masalah gara gara pacaran sama gue , gue ga bakal ngira kamu kuat ngadapin itu . kalo cewek lain bakal cari jalan aman , tapi kamu keras kepala pengen tetap sama gue . makasih yg buat gue jadi orang yang berharga , kamu tenang aja gue bakal jaga kamu terus siapa aja yang berani sama lu tengoklah . I will never let you fall , I stand up with you forever , I love you :* happy 9 months "

Makasih SG :) I believe that we will through all problems which come to us , I wanna walk to the future with you :)

oh Tuhan , sepertinya blog ku ini sudah dikerumuni oleh sarang laba laba dan berbagai binatang lainnya karena aaaah aku tidak sempat mengisinya . aaaaaaah too much story to told :( bout my birthday , my holiday-travel-and exam with family and boyfie , my SUPER SENSATIONAL ACCIDENT , my "new-ending" school , LIFE AND f*ckin story bout it , until talk about my boyfie :p

life doesn't mean anything without probs . hmm even though , you should walk on it with patiently, super patiently . i don't know how to describe about my last five months life one bye one ..

haaah actually i wanna share picture and story with you , but i know it will spend endless hours haha . i just post this to make my account little life haha , btw for my dad , hmm take care there . cepat pulang bawa oleh oleh hua miss you >.<

however i miss my old life , my composed life , i still love and heart "now-life" cause i believe , there so much mystery in our life :)

happy weekend all , have a blast day :)

far from mom ?

"yaampun makan aja masih disuap , sok sok nekat kuliah di luar ?"

that's exactly what mom said , when i always told her that i will leave home for my education . whoah makes me confuseddddz and not sure again and again for that choice ...
and also dad , he said "are you sure?" when i told him that i had choose outer town university . friends , grandma and zzzzzzzz my maid , they not sure that i will stay there without them .

they said i'm spoilt , always need help for doin somethin and i can't stand by myself .
yeah i know it , i always have a fear for somethin that i never done before .

and i'm a wastefullyyy girls oh yes i am . how could you stay without mom ? i dunnoo i must try to do my best , i wont know if i haven't try , rite ?

"what about wash your shirt , not come home late , what will you eat , your health hon ?" my mom ask . mom , oh my god . i know i can't separated from you but i pretend to look brave in front of you . medan is not good anymore for me , the situation makes me nauseous , but is there more comfortable for me ? who knows . pray , and i will try ..

e11even :)

Once upon a time , when the second class of senior high school just began , there's a lovely story started in science 3 . a boy named Gilang and Tantri as the girl . at first both of them don't know each other . but the times keep running and make them have a friendship . Gilang search for new girlfriend and Tantri helped him although just a lil bit haha . and gilang has found his new girlfriend last Feb :) However , their friendship not end at all , it still turn up , and even it they get closer everyday .

Until one day , Gilang felt bored with his girlfriend . He told me that he can't trough this anymore . so i told him to break up and search the new one . then i gave him a girl but , it needs totally hard work , aite ? haha so Gilang gave up and doesn't want to tried anymore ..

But times bring us to the that time , to the point of what i told you these . Tantri and Gilang get closer everyday . pass the days and night together . Thats makes Tantri feel nothing without Gilang by her side (hahah :D)

Finally , they start their new relationship at 11th October 2009 . But theres thousand problems , million envious people , billion unbeliveble faces . However , they will trough it all with happy face , no matter how much sick fuckin people disturbed , together and forever :)

-THE END-

happy eight weeks love , your request to posted this story has come true :)

i'm not

tingkah sama sifat itu sama atau enggak ? aku sih ngerasanya beda , kerna tingkah itu apa yang dilakukannya . misalnya tingkah nya seperti anak anak , yaa artinya dia berkelakuan , berbuat seperti anak anak . sedangkan sifat itu ya kekmana di dalam diri dia . kayak dia cepat kali ngerajuk seperti anak anak . terus tingkah biasanya berasal dari otak dan pikiran , sedangkan sifat seharusnya berasal dari hati . memang sama sama terarah ke childish , tapi berbeda sumbernya .

tingkah sama sifat udah jelas berbeda kata ayren , tingkah itu sesuatu yang gak pasti dan DAPAT DIBUAT BUAT sedangkan sifat itu memang bawaan .
kalo menurut marina juga beda , kalo tingkah itu yang dilakukan , sedangkan sifat itu dasar perilaku .
sherley bilang "kayaknya beda tak" tanpa penjelasan haha .

buat kamu , jadi bisa ngerti kan sekarang , aku gak pernah mau berubah menjadi seperti mu , seperti sifatkekanak kanakan . memang aku childish , baik tingkah maupun sifatku , tapi memang begini adaku ,semua juga udah tau udah ngerti .tak pernah sedikitpun keinginanku , minatku , atau pun NIAT untuk berubah sepertimu . maaf . aku memang bersalah besar padamu , tapi aku bukan peng-copy mu . aku bukan seorang copy cat :)

hmm aku gak ngajak kamu perang kok dari post aku yang ini , aku cuma pengen explain aja ke kamu biar gak ada salah paham ,maaf jika berlebihan . hemmm enjoy your weekend all :)

heaven mistakes ; october 11th

hey yea , whats up dude . setelah tertelan bumi dengan kesibukan kelas tiga yang sangat tidak penting rasaku , tapi tetap harus dijalankan aarrrgggh , aku kembali dalam waktu yang bisa membuatku melupakan sekolah busuk perusak bahagia itu haha . aku kembali dengan cerita yang berbeda :)


when i wrote on September 27th , i write it for someone who being my best friend . but now the story was different now . everyone always looking us ugly . they don't like if we get closer everyday . they always thought that we have a special relationship hahaha but it's true :D sometimes i knew that they talking about me and my boy when i was passed them off . maybe they want to make a joke but i think it's bad .

why people can doing something that they not mean to do that ? why people always thinking me as a VANDAL who broken the relationship . hey , did you have brain ? could you said something that i and people understand ? stop nosy the people life , lets make some move . why don't you take care of your life ? stop talking about us or scream to make us realize that you're talking about me haha . do you think i care ? hahaha no , big big no . just continue your cheap gossip and haha i don't turn my mind to care :)

i know that i make a mistakes , sorry , maybe , many mistakes for you friends (ehm i'm not sure did you still considered me as your friends or maybe now as your enemy . idk .. ) . i'm not regret it because this is the way i choose . you may think me as betrayer , i know i wrong but i'm not thought thats me . i can't say anything than Sorry :(


but , I LOVE HIM , so what could you do to make us separated ?
i love you my astro :*

falling down --,-

aku bohong ketika aku katakan "aku telah melupakanmu" . aku salah . ternyata aku tak setegar yang kukira . aku kalah melawan tingginya ego untuk memiliki . berbahagialah kau dengannya , semoga memang dia yang seharusnya untukmu .

dan biar kau tau , aku terlihat bahagia didalam hariku . tapi bukan selalu kan ?

wat yu gona du ?

aku gak ikhlas kalau kehilangan , tapi kalau mau memiliki dia , aku harus duaratus juta kali berpikir .



i love him , he likes another girls , she likes another man , and where is the end ?
where's the solution ? what should i do ? what can i do ?

god , why you left me stuck in this situation . i hope , we will be best friends forever , at least it's better than nothing , boys :)

Habisnya liburan

huaaa , apa kabar blog ku yang telah berdebu ;) akhirnya libur sebulan juga udah habis eh udah lebaran juga MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN yaaaa semuaa :)

libur puasa kali ini rumahku rame , heboh , dan kesibukan . yang spesial tahun ini , kami (aku dan teman teman sekelas) jadi lebih sering ngumpul . baik buka puasa bersama atau pun cuma jalan jalan doang . setidaknya gak bosen dirumah terus kita jadi makin akrab . terus ada satu shocked news , gebetan jadian sama adek kelas wkwkwk , awal awalnya sedih sih , tapi dengan berlalunya waktu jadi biasa juga :D

malam takbiran . perkiraan dalam hati bakal kacau , eh bener . mood semuanya pada gak ada yang bagus , akhirnya cuma keliling keliling medan terus makan gak jelas di pinggiran huek :/ tapi mengingat besoknya lebaran harus bisa di bawa semangat yakan haha .

kita juga udah keliling rumah temen temen sekelas yang muslimnya pas lebaran ke lima haha



semuanya senang kok , tapi dengan berlalunya waktu liburan ini membawa kami untuk mengingatkan akan satu beban yang amat sangat berat , menumpuknya tugas liburan yang tidak ada kami kerjakan satupun hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :O


haha , maaf yaaa kalo ada salah , happy ied semua ;)

i think i'll be trapped again in same old story . it's pathetic , how friendship , how it should be a lovely , turning into hostility . how could i get out from this tearful tragedy . huuhhh :( , but forget about it . i've heard a new song and i love that lyrics !

"When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way"

i pick it from "when you love someone-endah n rhesa"
its simple but touching me , oww ! haha and boy don't you know , your egoism will not lead you into good way . u'r kind boy but that's your minus , you never want to know what across in the other minds about what you are ! and what about my fast ? haha i'm not fasting until today , from week ago hahaha . i lost it haha but it's not bad because i act like devil who ask people to canceled out they fast hahaha i love it haha*devil laugh*

it's such a looooong day that i wasting with them , lovely guy haha always made me want to laugh everyway haha :D



and for everyone , enjoy your holiday :)