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Once upon a time , when the second class of senior high school just began , there's a lovely story started in science 3 . a boy named Gilang and Tantri as the girl . at first both of them don't know each other . but the times keep running and make them have a friendship . Gilang search for new girlfriend and Tantri helped him although just a lil bit haha . and gilang has found his new girlfriend last Feb :) However , their friendship not end at all , it still turn up , and even it they get closer everyday .

Until one day , Gilang felt bored with his girlfriend . He told me that he can't trough this anymore . so i told him to break up and search the new one . then i gave him a girl but , it needs totally hard work , aite ? haha so Gilang gave up and doesn't want to tried anymore ..

But times bring us to the that time , to the point of what i told you these . Tantri and Gilang get closer everyday . pass the days and night together . Thats makes Tantri feel nothing without Gilang by her side (hahah :D)

Finally , they start their new relationship at 11th October 2009 . But theres thousand problems , million envious people , billion unbeliveble faces . However , they will trough it all with happy face , no matter how much sick fuckin people disturbed , together and forever :)

-THE END-

happy eight weeks love , your request to posted this story has come true :)

i'm not

tingkah sama sifat itu sama atau enggak ? aku sih ngerasanya beda , kerna tingkah itu apa yang dilakukannya . misalnya tingkah nya seperti anak anak , yaa artinya dia berkelakuan , berbuat seperti anak anak . sedangkan sifat itu ya kekmana di dalam diri dia . kayak dia cepat kali ngerajuk seperti anak anak . terus tingkah biasanya berasal dari otak dan pikiran , sedangkan sifat seharusnya berasal dari hati . memang sama sama terarah ke childish , tapi berbeda sumbernya .

tingkah sama sifat udah jelas berbeda kata ayren , tingkah itu sesuatu yang gak pasti dan DAPAT DIBUAT BUAT sedangkan sifat itu memang bawaan .
kalo menurut marina juga beda , kalo tingkah itu yang dilakukan , sedangkan sifat itu dasar perilaku .
sherley bilang "kayaknya beda tak" tanpa penjelasan haha .

buat kamu , jadi bisa ngerti kan sekarang , aku gak pernah mau berubah menjadi seperti mu , seperti sifatkekanak kanakan . memang aku childish , baik tingkah maupun sifatku , tapi memang begini adaku ,semua juga udah tau udah ngerti .tak pernah sedikitpun keinginanku , minatku , atau pun NIAT untuk berubah sepertimu . maaf . aku memang bersalah besar padamu , tapi aku bukan peng-copy mu . aku bukan seorang copy cat :)

hmm aku gak ngajak kamu perang kok dari post aku yang ini , aku cuma pengen explain aja ke kamu biar gak ada salah paham ,maaf jika berlebihan . hemmm enjoy your weekend all :)

heaven mistakes ; october 11th

hey yea , whats up dude . setelah tertelan bumi dengan kesibukan kelas tiga yang sangat tidak penting rasaku , tapi tetap harus dijalankan aarrrgggh , aku kembali dalam waktu yang bisa membuatku melupakan sekolah busuk perusak bahagia itu haha . aku kembali dengan cerita yang berbeda :)


when i wrote on September 27th , i write it for someone who being my best friend . but now the story was different now . everyone always looking us ugly . they don't like if we get closer everyday . they always thought that we have a special relationship hahaha but it's true :D sometimes i knew that they talking about me and my boy when i was passed them off . maybe they want to make a joke but i think it's bad .

why people can doing something that they not mean to do that ? why people always thinking me as a VANDAL who broken the relationship . hey , did you have brain ? could you said something that i and people understand ? stop nosy the people life , lets make some move . why don't you take care of your life ? stop talking about us or scream to make us realize that you're talking about me haha . do you think i care ? hahaha no , big big no . just continue your cheap gossip and haha i don't turn my mind to care :)

i know that i make a mistakes , sorry , maybe , many mistakes for you friends (ehm i'm not sure did you still considered me as your friends or maybe now as your enemy . idk .. ) . i'm not regret it because this is the way i choose . you may think me as betrayer , i know i wrong but i'm not thought thats me . i can't say anything than Sorry :(


but , I LOVE HIM , so what could you do to make us separated ?
i love you my astro :*

falling down --,-

aku bohong ketika aku katakan "aku telah melupakanmu" . aku salah . ternyata aku tak setegar yang kukira . aku kalah melawan tingginya ego untuk memiliki . berbahagialah kau dengannya , semoga memang dia yang seharusnya untukmu .

dan biar kau tau , aku terlihat bahagia didalam hariku . tapi bukan selalu kan ?

wat yu gona du ?

aku gak ikhlas kalau kehilangan , tapi kalau mau memiliki dia , aku harus duaratus juta kali berpikir .



i love him , he likes another girls , she likes another man , and where is the end ?
where's the solution ? what should i do ? what can i do ?

god , why you left me stuck in this situation . i hope , we will be best friends forever , at least it's better than nothing , boys :)

Habisnya liburan

huaaa , apa kabar blog ku yang telah berdebu ;) akhirnya libur sebulan juga udah habis eh udah lebaran juga MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN yaaaa semuaa :)

libur puasa kali ini rumahku rame , heboh , dan kesibukan . yang spesial tahun ini , kami (aku dan teman teman sekelas) jadi lebih sering ngumpul . baik buka puasa bersama atau pun cuma jalan jalan doang . setidaknya gak bosen dirumah terus kita jadi makin akrab . terus ada satu shocked news , gebetan jadian sama adek kelas wkwkwk , awal awalnya sedih sih , tapi dengan berlalunya waktu jadi biasa juga :D

malam takbiran . perkiraan dalam hati bakal kacau , eh bener . mood semuanya pada gak ada yang bagus , akhirnya cuma keliling keliling medan terus makan gak jelas di pinggiran huek :/ tapi mengingat besoknya lebaran harus bisa di bawa semangat yakan haha .

kita juga udah keliling rumah temen temen sekelas yang muslimnya pas lebaran ke lima haha



semuanya senang kok , tapi dengan berlalunya waktu liburan ini membawa kami untuk mengingatkan akan satu beban yang amat sangat berat , menumpuknya tugas liburan yang tidak ada kami kerjakan satupun hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :O


haha , maaf yaaa kalo ada salah , happy ied semua ;)

i think i'll be trapped again in same old story . it's pathetic , how friendship , how it should be a lovely , turning into hostility . how could i get out from this tearful tragedy . huuhhh :( , but forget about it . i've heard a new song and i love that lyrics !

"When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way"

i pick it from "when you love someone-endah n rhesa"
its simple but touching me , oww ! haha and boy don't you know , your egoism will not lead you into good way . u'r kind boy but that's your minus , you never want to know what across in the other minds about what you are ! and what about my fast ? haha i'm not fasting until today , from week ago hahaha . i lost it haha but it's not bad because i act like devil who ask people to canceled out they fast hahaha i love it haha*devil laugh*

it's such a looooong day that i wasting with them , lovely guy haha always made me want to laugh everyway haha :D



and for everyone , enjoy your holiday :)

DENGARKAN TANGISNYA , RASAKAN PEDIHNYA , PELUKLAH IA AGAR TANGISNYA MENGERING , PEDIHNYA BERKURANG DAN KEMUDIAN BUATLAH IA TERSENYUM . ITULAH GUNA SAHABAT

Nostalgios

friends , i really really love youuuuuuuuu :D
kita sama sama lagi kea SMP dulu , huaaaaaa miss my past soooo much much much ahaha :D

aih cerita SMP kita dulu seru ya kan , penuh sama bodoh bodohan , nangis nangisan sama berantem berantem juga . walaupun dulu kita sering berantem yakan indri , tapi jujur dari hati sayang aku sama keleeen huhu , tiga tahun bersama , itu gak mudah di lupainn :D
walaupun kita udah gak satu sekolahan lagi , walaupun jarak udah memisahkan kita (eseh) tetap bekawan kita kan sampe nanti kaaaaaaaaaaaaaan huhuhuh rinduuu :(

sometimes we can laugh very happy , but in the other times , we can cry very madly . Hope all this fucking things will be better soon .

New Headmaster ? WTF ?

sekolah semester baru udah dimulai dengan kedatangan kepala sekolah yang baru . hoahm banyak peraturan KETAT yang membuatku dikenal di Ruang BP , damn ! Baru beberapa minggu aja sekolah kepalaku udah mumet dengan kehadiran pertumbuhan dan perkembagan tumbuhan dan juga integral trigonometri ataupun sifat koligatif larutan . Belum lagi Guru guru yang masuk kelas membahas "Apa cita cita kamu ? Masuk ke PTN mana kamu nanti ? Seberapa besar niat kamu untuk kesana ? Yakin kamu lulus UN ?" dan lain lainnya yang membuat aku ketakutan ketika memikirkannya . Masih belom ada pilihan tentang kemana aku nanti , atau jurusan apa yang aku ambil . Oh God give me some of your advice . Mama udah nawarin aku mulai dari dokter , pengacara , sampai jadi bidan . Ckckck , kea gak ada yang laen aja . Finally , something takes me out from this shit activities ..

Happy Birthday Devi Rizkinta :D

Tatak sayang depi kuu , wish you all the best ya sayang ;)

Dissapointed

sakit hati terasa sekarang , setelah kau beri yah hanya sekedar omong kosong dan basa basi mu , hhaha , kau bahkan tak tau bagaimana sakitnya jadi aku haha senang rasanya melepas harapan ta* ini hahahaha pergi kau pergi jauh jauh jangan balik lagi kau cuma bikin rusak hariku aja ahahha tai lo hahaa :D

Wrong Way

I'm not in the good way , I'm choosing the wrong way ..
Writing the diary with my blood ..

I've tried to injure my left hands with sharp things , not just once , twelve maybe . but never passed in my mind to do this things

haha , maybe I'll doing that if I hurt again , or on my way to die .

A Rich Friendship

you never know how much you love something , until you are taken away from it , and i don't wanna felt regret anymore because losing my friends again and again ..

well i know this time will be hard for me , but i still have you friends , that you will keep holding me :)

cerita

aku hanya mengenal dan menyukai dia sejak dulu . pernahkah kau memendam rasa suka begitu lama pada seseorang ? pada orang yang adalah jawaban bagi mimpi mimpimu selama ini ? hahahaha . tapi apa , setelah dia memberi harapan , setelah kejadian ini itu berlalu dan bermakna bagimu , dia hanya menganggap lalu , hanya menanggap sekedar menanggap .. dia gak mencoba untuk mengerti aku dan keadaan .. terimakasih .

Tired of tears

I thought you can give me hope and a brand new day
I thought you could offer me a warm embrace
I thought you would save me for all bad things
I thought you said we're everything ..

But , I know the facts now . You ain't nothing but ashes . I don't wanna love you anymore . And i will not beg you to love me again . Shit . I rather not knowing that than knows that bad facts .
I really need lot of tissue now huhu . Huahuahuahuahua :((